Stammered as I held my breath only to let my lips say a word
I let my ego sink as I knelt down to ask you to take me in once more!
Little did I know you had made the final choice….
My hands shook, my eyes ran wet, and my nose once more inhaled the sweet scent of your cologne,
My nose got powdered; I could hardly find the strength to bear it
But I could easily tell it was done
You wanted my company for many reasons other than love
I saw it not working but I clinged on, just not to hurt my fragile heart
The more I persisted, the more you took advantage of my kindness
You knew I loved every piece of you
But just the smallest knot was impossible to untie
You disappointed my innocence, hurt my kind heart
You left me helplessly heart broken
You took too long to realize I was down for you
You ignored my pleas, trashed my apologies and unapologetically wounded my heart with a double edged sword
I may not have been the best but you knew I loved you right
I may not have deserved someone as beautiful as you but I was willing to love one else but you.
I will always miss you!
I still long for your warm embrace; but it was too expensive to be met by my cost
I will always proudly call you my wife, my life, my heaven!
I only asked you for just one more last favor
Baby will you pass your fingers through my locked hair!
I felt the wires electrifying our souls short circuit
Things fell apart; I finally saw darkness at noon
You mined a hole in my heart
You extracted my piece of priceless love
I cried as I saw you lay back
Wished I could reverse the time but it was too late
My apology fell on closed doors!
May be I wasn’t enough for you but I offered all I had
I trusted you with my greatest piece of treasure
I still remember the taste of your love
And my heart still falls for you as hard as yesterday
I still remember your beautiful smile from your cheeks
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still love you as yesterday
But I know you are gone
You needed me for so many reasons other than love
But will you please your fingers through my locks!